I'm back again.
After my fateful encounter with Gene, I was all fired up. I passed through the whole week on a happy daze. I mean, I got laid! After 10 months! So when J asked me to come back with her to the club, I said, yeah, let's go. She's my best friend for the moment and I couldn't refuse her. The rest of the week passed and it was Saturday again.
I told my parents that I was sleeping over at J's house to watch DVDs and they agreed. I packed a simple outfit: black tank top, a short black miniskirt and heels. My hair was curled and I put on makeup with J's help. When we arrived at the club, we were immediately escorted to a table. There weren't a lot of people because it was around 9 PM. But we were immediately spotted by some of our female coworkers. They joined us at our table and we had a vibe na girl's night out na yun.
We were drinking beer and trading sex stories. I don't really like beer pero I still drank it anyway. When I was feeling a little drunk, I got up and excused myself to walk to the ladies' room. The music pounded on my ears and I could feel heat emanating from my whole body. The crowd parted as I approached the washroom but nobody came up to me. When I was done, I was very surprised to see someone waiting for me.
It was Lee. He was gorgeous in his white shirt and jeans. He was just a little taller than me and he was fair-skinned and chinito. Very much my type. He was grinning at me. "Hey, what took you so long?"
I smiled back and went towards him. Since I was still tipsy, I stubbed my toe on my fabulous heels and pitched forward. Lee was fast. He caught me before I found myself on the floor. I realized that he was hugging me and my face was pressed against my chest. He smelled really good. A clean and masculine smell. I hugged him back and retorted, "What took YOU so long?"
He laughed and let me go. My friends saw what happened. I barely noticed my officemate shooting me a glare. (It turned out that she liked him too! They knew each other from school.) He took my hand and led me towards their table. I went since I had nothing to lose.
We spent the night talking and flirting. I asked him where Gene was and he casually replied that he had something else to do. Not that it mattered. It was obvious on his face that he knew nothing about what had transpired between me and his karbarkada. I hid a smirk. I was going to experience the adoration of two friends who didn't have any idea that I'd had them both. The knowledge gave me a thrill.
I knew exactly what he wanted when his hand wandered down my back to rest at the curve of my waist. His grip tightened. I crossed my legs and tried to quell the rising anticipation at the bottom of my stomach. His friends joked and laughed and made me feel special.
When his buddies bade goodbye to bring the party to someone else's house, he steered me back to my friends. He spent the rest of the night charming them and making sure they didn't utter a peep when he came home with us. (J was instrumental in all of this. She saw what was happening and gave the guest room of their apartment with a blessing.) They all went upstairs and left me with him. We were both drunk and we were both horny as hell.
Everything happened at once. The slow burn simply fanned the flames of desire. We were kissing, groping and moaning into each other's mouths. He pushed my top upwards to expose my black bra. His mouth was relentless as he kissed my clavicle and down to the curve of my breasts. This was going to be good sex because we were in a proper bed with a lock on the door. Nobody was going to see (but they might hear!). He immediately tossed the condom wrapper into the bed. (How will we find it in the dark?)
I was thinking about how hot he was and how fortunate I am to be his partner for the night. It was strange to know how easily I gave up my good girl tendencies in the heat of the moment. I didn't even apologize to my parents in my head. All I could think about was how aroused I was and how much I wanted him to f*** me like there was no tomorrow. When I reached down to touch his cock, I was overwhelmed by his size and thickness. He was all over me, kissing and caressing me, and I was fighting back. Yeah, I thought to myself, I have hot blood and I don't feel any shame at this at all.
There was no need for foreplay. All I did was take out the condom from the foil and slip it into him. When he reached down and guided himself to me, he slipped in easily. My pussy was really wet. I don't know if it was because of the alcohol, the charming way he seduced me or the fact that I'm really horny. I just know that he was inside me. He was pumping in and out. It felt so good to have a hard, hot and eager rod pleasuring me in so many ways. I hugged him and accidentally bit him when he drove his cock deeper into my pussy. It was too good, too wonderful to resist.
No words were needed. We communicated our need through our mouth and hands. At this point in history, I didn't have many partners to compare him to so I assumed that this was good sex. But we were both drunk and horny and it didn't add much to the quality. We f***ed for hours and I wondered when I was going to orgasm.
But he got tired easily and urged me to go on top. I straddled him, guided his hard cock to my wetness and impaled myself. It felt better because I could control the angle and the speed. But it was taking us both too long to come.
After some time, I looked at my partner and saw that he was asleep. Dismayed, I got off him. I was feeling the tiredness in my bones. I was not really frustrated that I didn't come but it was kind of disappointing to know that a good-looking guy was not really very good in bed. So I pulled on my clothes and dropped into the bed. I was sleepy when I realized that I'd taken a chance on Lee and Gene within a week of each other. What a slut I was turning out to be!
I lay there, quiet, thinking about what I was doing. I've always lived within the rules. I was a good daughter, a good sister, a good student, a good girl. What was I doing? This wasn't in my personality. But I was and it was and there was nothing I could do to take it back. All of my life I've lived under my someone else's rules.
Of course I was curious about sex. Of course I wanted to know more. Of course I had needs like everyone else. Sex was natural. It was like breathing. What was so wrong with it? My soul was going to burn in hell, that's what...
Lee scooted closer to me and hugged me in his sleep. I closed my eyes. I'll think about it tomorrow. The only way to fight temptation is to give in.